| happy halloween to me. i can't wait to go trick or treating. so ever since i got promoted, i have been working 40+ hours a week. i am also in school. this is turn leaves me with no life. friday i went to best buy and saw stasi. this made me think. i haven't ran into anyone i used to hang out with in forever. it seems as if when i moved out people forgot about me. just because i live farther away doesn't mean i don't wanna see or talk to people. but you know, the "being replaced" feeling has finally fled. i realize people have moved on and found better friends and forgot about me. i guess this journal isn't much of a "friend update" anymore or a place to get caught up on current events. i don't really talk to anyone, and no one talks to me. i don't do much of anything but work and go to school. oh i play video games. it has definately been a reflecting period for me. i'm trying to finish school and make money, so i can make something of myself. i lost the party microchip that used to be programmed in me. but everyone loves to party still and go out, i don't really need that, so maybe that's why i'm the outcast. i guess it will just have to be a regular journal for now. somewhere to put my thoughts. goodbye old friends and memories, hello future. |
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